Ups and Downs

I went to BECA today, but spent most of the day doing testing organization. The state test for ESL, the NYSESLAT is coming up. I need to start now. But I can't.

I mom called me while I was still at school working after kids went home and said that my grandma wasn't well. She was in the hospital. I came home tonight to look for flights for tomorrow. She passed away tonight. There isn't much else to say, except that I know how lucky I am for the friends I have. Rachel sat with me the whole way on the bus ride home, being more supportive than she might have known. Dan made me dinner:

I got several texts from friends tonight letting me know they were there for me. It's nice to know that the people I care about are really there for me when I need it.

I just want to get home.